Feeling at Home

You know that feeling of letdown after a vacation. Well ever since I lost Hayes, I dread that letdown even more because I come back home from a trip that was healing only to realize life is the same. Hayes isn’t here. So when we came home from our last trip to California this past … Continue reading Feeling at Home

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Dreaming of Hayes

I woke up yesterday morning feeling complete.  For a moment I sat in that in between time where I didn't know what was reality and what was a dream.  I didn't feel any rush to wake up because I was in pure bliss, holding my sweet baby boy again.  In my dream I was sitting … Continue reading Dreaming of Hayes